Things on Tuesday

Loathes:

• Feeling too numb to have many loathes or loves
• Craving hot sex but not having an outlet
• Knee still bothering me (having to consciously think about controlling the knee to walk)
  
• Too many conflicting events this Sat - which means I'll end up doing nothing
• Bills that exceed tax refunds, at least 50x over
• Cracked car windshield
• Never ending responsibilities associated with being single & a home owner (note: I also appreciate the benefits - the responsibilities are just weighing on me right now)
  
• The panhandlers who have basically camped out at my local Walgreen's - and the fact that I'm pretty sure the senior citizen ones are crack addicts (that's just too sad for me to deal with)
• I have been panhandled at virtually EVERY store I have visited in Long Beach in the last 2 weeks. Hey, guess what, I HAVE BILLS TOO!! (note: this normally doesn't bother me - but the sr. crack addicts have pushed me over an edge)
  
• Feeling like everyone wants my money, my time, and my skills - but no one wants ME
  
• New weekly meeting EVERY Tuesday afternoon (I HATE MEETINGS!) - and, just know, being told I "HAVE TO" attend - EVERY week. Wanna bet?
  

• My sexy/nice chiropractor
• Quick in/out for my metabolic panel blood draws today (results May 8)
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  The Best American Nonrequired Reading 2004 (The Best American Series)
  Finishing 2 books (Bound & Alluring Tales) and starting 2 more (Urban Tantra & "The Best American NonRequired Reading 2004" , with intro by Viggo Mortensen)(hi, Cranky - I thought of you!!)
  
• Managed to resist the multiple impulses to buy a new laptop computer, just cause I want one and it was an insanely good buy (over 40% off!!).
• Boo snuggling up to me this morning without scratching my face or cutting off my air supply
• Boo sleeping in my lingerie drawer (we got the idea from Rudy (was gonna link the pic but I can't find in over a Papi Chulo's right now)
  
• Figuring out (I think) the cause of Espressa's allergic reaction (Jesus' newest tree, which is growing over into my yard and dropping some kind of sticky seeds everywhere - but not for much longer... bwa-hahahaaaaaa)
• Not feeling totally & completely overwhelmed by Life within the first 2 hrs of being awake (for the first time in a month or more)