Things on Tuesday: Jumbled Version

Love - Support from Voxy friends (thanks guys!)
Loathe - People who cut me off, to drive slow, when the lane they were in had no cars in it. WHY do you people do that?!?
Love - My kitties
Love - Coffee
Love - Already have a doc appt scheduled for tomorrow morn, so I'll add on a request for stronger anti-depressants (I absolutely believe I need them) and ask about my ulcer-type symptoms (probably need to up my secondary anti-anxiety meds too)
Loathe - Being a total FREAK about stress
Loathe - The downward spiral
Love - Listening to NIN
Mixed - Oasis concert Thurs night (Ryan Adams opening; someone else, Matt Costa?, opening before that). The drive will suck; I'll get there late; parking will be expensive; I hope I remember to check out the holiday light show at Nokia Plaza (across the street); I'm totally out of date on Oasis' music and pretty much regret buying this ticket - but I'm sure I'll still enjoy the show.
Mixed - Paid my property taxes last night (glad I have the $$; sad that leaves no more savings)
Loathe - The office is my entire "social life" (there are only 2 or 3 people here who I'd consider being friends with IRL, and none of them would consider being friends with me)
Mixed - Invited to a surprise party on the 12th. Lots of cool people to mingle with. But it's waaaaay out of my way and conflicts with some other plans. Now I have to figure out which I want to do more.
Mixed - 3 conflicting invites on the 13th. All of them semi-cool & semi-lame.
Loathe - Not one single invite to anything, including Xmas or NYE, after the 13th
Loathe - Being in a negative frame of mind. This isn't the normal me.
Love - Completing more work than anyone else on my team, in about 2 hrs, and deciding that if they're not going to over work, neither am I... and going home.
Loathe - Packing all my "naughty clothes" away cause I don't see much use for them (no S Factor dress up, no Miss Kittys dress up, no booty call dress up).
Love - Putting a shoe rack in the bottom of my closet. Why didn't I do that sooner? It's so much cleaner!! (plan to to eventually stack 3 or 4 shoe racks in the side portion of my closet, allowing me to remove the other door and use curtains or sliding panels to block the view of my clothes)
Love - My new super fuzzy blanket (even though it's way too hot)
Loathe - Waking up a 2am & 3:17am every single night (3:17 started when I started taking Cymbalta. 2am started after I heard some doc say that most women wake up at 2am, with the sweats, due to hormone rush at that hour. I figured that explained my 3:17am wake up. My body figured it should also start waking up at 2)
Loathe - The neighbor's dog barking every 15 to 20 min all morning. And my fantasies of spraying it with pepper spray.
Loathe - I basically 'wasted' my 10 days off by being a stress ball the entire time
Love - Monday was "too late" to submit my sick time info for the 21st (cut off date was Sun), so I get to keep a credit on my account cause their e-system is a mess (not my fault!)
Loathe - My aches & pains
Love - Cymbalta (when I take enough to void the aches & pains)
Loathe - Still spending more money than I make
Loathe - I'm not, remotely, in "the holiday spirit" - and probably won't be this year (not even with regard to charity)
Mixed - The Samsung Omnia phone is due out this week. I want to like it. I don't want to pay for it (and service).
Love - that i'm done with this list (for now)